On anxiety
If your mind is too scared to do things, you might experience a precipitous fall in the quality of your life. What you first think was a coping mechanism, the time spent worrying, develops further into anxiety and full blown cowardice.
Your emotions take you for a rollercoaster ride. You feel angry, then ecstatic, in extreme agony, apathy, depression and emptiness, the next moment you feel on top of the world, that everything's
going to work out. The cycle repeats itself again and again, day and night.
When you sleep your unconscious aches to tell you, remind you of the gory depth charge that you're digging yourself into. And even in this waking life there are ominous reminders that say you should wake up and take charge of your life. Try, be positive, never give up, keep on going.
Even when your the last to be picked. Twice. o_o. Am I supposed to pick sides? You will lose the war if you don't pick a side even if both sides are doomed.
Control, man.
Arbeti macht frei.
Alot of life is chemical and physical imbalances. Drink water, be more authentic and cheerful. Breathe!
On art
Art is whatever you choose to defend. As art.
